I`m happy.

I am happy because I still live today and tomorrow.

Autumn semester finished.

The last classes and final exams have all finished. I experienced a lot of new things in the term.

First, I wrote two essays in ELA class. One was about Khazar Empire and the other was about Neanderthals. Those were so challenging for me but made me accustomed to writing in English.

Second, It was first time for me to program by C language (and programming itself) and was pretty hard for some reasons, but i enjoyed programming. In the future I want to try programming and make some systems, for example game programming of Khazars. (:  

Third, I learned Linear algebra. Mathematics is not knowledge but activity (; ;  I am not Wittgenstein.

Forth, I constantly read a book of Wataru Hiromatsu with Tagen and Shigma and finally finished most of it. We thought about concept and cognition. I wonder what kind of book is good in the next term.

As a whole, I enjoyed them !

During autumn vacation, I am going to play the guitar a lot and prepare for Winter term.

Personally speaking, I will keep observing myself and other people and finding the best way.

The essay about Khazars.

https://mail-attachment.googleusercontent.com/attachment/u/0/?ui=2&ik=52215327cf&view=att&th=13af4f567900ba0a&attid=0.1&disp=inline&safe=1&zw&saduie=AG9B_P8a2yhx9xRN31dzQ94VoKEs&sadet=1352729494967&sads=AD6qN0m2JnLuvA18Lw9sZIG57X

This is the essay about Khazar empire, that is not perfect and not bad.

Compilation on netbeans

It is impossible for my PC to compile a source code of C on Netbeans even though it has no syntax error.(Netbeans is a software that provides a function of editor and display of programming)
The source cord can be compiled on command prompt.
I guess the reason is......The environment , setting of NB or the place it is saved in



I am not used to programming, but I will keep trying even if I see many errors.



Eventually, Nilas fixed it by changing the compiler and some manipulation.
That is so kind of him.

The essay about Khazars

I finished to write the essay of ELA that I can choose a topic freely.
My topic is Khazar empire, located in north west Asia.
Khazars are people who accepted Judaism in 8 century.
They were originally Turkic nomad people.
The reason why Khazars were converted to Judaism is.........

Don't you think it's fun?

Danny, who is my dorm mate revised the essay politely and kindly.
I really thank him.

http://www.amazon.co.jp/The-World-Khazars-Perspectives-International/dp/9004160426/ref=sr_1_cc_1?s=aps&ie=UTF8&qid=1349702177&sr=1-1-catcorr

Behavior and imitation.

What makes our habits and attitudes. After I was born, I have been getting information from outside until the death in a society.
My behavior is influenced by other people and stories they made consciously or subconsciously. In other words, I imitates other people to live in a society.

Focusing on stories, such as novels, dramas, plays, movies, MAD movies, and so on, they powerfully influence me if I doesn't care and perhaps even if I does care.
Usually, a story has main characters, they talk with each other and sometimes love or share or fight. In a story, they influence and Evaluate each other. I ,often, imitate them.

I should pay attention to that a story I read or watch is just one of many stories and made by somebody. It is sometimes for one's purpose. It is important to get out of a story after soaked in it and to see it with cool and calm mind. I should, then, evaluate the story and judge if I accept behaviors in it. Stories give me a chance to review my behavior.

That' all.

aaahhhh

I feel that change is to deny the contemporary self.

Thanks

    I do expose one of my aspects which I don't want to say usually as a student.
 I sometimes watch MAD movies on niconico, in particular Kaiba-shachou series.
But I know it is not so good to watch it in my room alone for my brain and mind because I am not socialized when watching.

     Today, when I was watching MAD movies alone on weekend, Tagen came in to my room suddenly. I hasitated to tell him what I was doing before he came.
Tagen is a really "intelligent" person and asked me of a philosophical proposition. But my mind has been MAD at that time. I tried to but, could not return a good answer with normal mind set.

I appreciate him for saving me.
I am not very strong, and need other people.

Classical guitar

I played clair de lune , that was composed by Debbusy, with the guitar in front of club mates.  It was sweet of them to give comments about the play. Friends of mine also played theirs,  I enjoyed it.
The tune is not so easy to play, but I will make it better.
 I want to ask Enya- san , who is a professional guitarist and sometimes instructs players, to listen to and advise.
 Our concert will take place on 12.15 at Musashi-sakai.
I'm looking forward to. If you have time , please come.

My brain as a computer.

I got up morning , and felt that I am a kind of computer. At first i got up, changed cloths (today , i didn't take a shower) and brushed my teeth , grabbed the bag , and took my card key, and then, I leave my Dorm. Doing these process requires me much computation.
When I study or play any sports or even talking with people , it might be new to be aware of myself as a computer.  Observe the process of feeling and belief in myself .

I started a personal blog secretly.

 Began writing in English. He is a student in Japan who use Japanese as a mother tongue.